PSYCHOPATH

I look peaceful on the outside while fighting psychosis deep within,

closed off, antisocial, battling with my demons tryin' hard not to loose my grip.

putting up shows, like clowns.

you know not what I'm going through,

silently dealing with my demons by my lonely. 

"Don't worry about me, I'm okay".

You think I mean that? I'm lying, I'm scared,

I'm scared of the thoughts in my head,

I'm scared if I close my eyes that would be it.

I'm flagged of constantly lying, wearing camouflage, pretending to be AOK .

Within me, I'm stone-dead,

I'm lost in a distorted mental state,

my mind's gonna kaboom anytime soon. 

I'm loosing it, my lights going out

standing on the mirror with a gun to my head, I'm a psychopath now.

© GrEaTnEsS 🦁