LITTLE THINGS

 I remember how your eyes would glow when you smile,

How your laughter would make me laugh.

I remember how happiness, to you, was just a mere feeling, 

it wasn't something you wished for,

even if the situation is saddening, you always endeavour to cheer yourself up and maintain your riant mode. 

I remember the night in which you were unwell and crying, I couldn't hear through the phone, for tears won't let you speak.

How you would always sought for my presence, but foolish me was always unavailable.

I remember how you would look at me, when with my homies,

 I bet you knew I was upset, jealous me dislikes it.

I miss all those few moments that we were together, the joy of being loved by a lovely lover,

no wonder you bear, Lovelyn.

I miss those little things that have somehow slipped away,

But as the wheel of time spins and years began to take their toll,

We tend to let go of the little things that once filled our hearts, and somehow it varnished, like smoke into the air.

I remember those little things about you during your not so good days, the struggles and troubles you had to go through in order to sustain.

The hustle, bustle, sprints and marathons, working for peanuts.

I swear, I'll never forget the day you were walking top speed behind the kid who moves like a jet,

the look on your face made me drop a tear internally, wished I could help, the scourging heat was never friendly to your skin.

Life can be hard and it can hurt,

sometimes it rolls a bad dice on us, pushing us into discomforts and awful places.

But one thing remains true, which is, seasons change.

I guess, ours has changed.

It's cool though. 

Like I always say, I respect the woman you've become, I do, I really do.

You're one of the best souls I've ever crossed part with, if not the best.

You know, there are three types of people in this world:

1. people who are a blessing,

2. people who'll change your life forever,

3. people who are nothing but distraction and burden. 

well, You were such a heavenly blessing that I mislaid,

A life transformer, and perhaps, a good burden that I was unable to carry.

Hey, this piece seem to be getting kinda long, so I summarize by saying,

"I still care about you as a friend and I'll do anything for you anytime on any day,

If not for anything, at least for those past little things ".

© GrEaTnEsS 🦁