I'M ALL DONE
I'm tired of holding onto you, I've had enough.
it's time to let my pride go learn to fall in love with myself,
I've spent my whole life living in your shadow,
But today, I'm breaking free.
you damned and deuced me, you didn't appreciate the woman in me.
You used, cheated, fooled, and took me for granted.
you said, I was dumb, stupid, and obtuse,
called me all sorts of ill names.
But I was just being me, a mere mortal
I was only being human.
I am a lost soul in a chaotic and disordered world,
perpetually seeking my way out, hoping to find my home.
I am, but an endangered danger, social media don't help, they think I'm weak,
the system don't give a heck, they rather find pleasure in taking you down, if you ain't smart, they'll use and then dump you in the junkyard of hopelessness.
perhaps, you never knew this, but I just spelt it out on the third stanza of my craft, thank me later.
once I was troubled, but like Jesus, you became my peace in the storm,
Sadly, everything changed when life's fire nation attacked,
you began staging unpleasant attitudes,
I barely sense your energy,
we don't play like we used to,
plus, we barely wine and dine like before.
perhaps, the blames on me, I gave you too much of myself,
you said, I was the real issue when you're the root to every problem,
Quit pointing at me, will you?
I ain't the cause!
Maybe, I don't deserve your love, and you ain't deserving of mine.
I hate to see you cry, but I think it's time to let go and say goodbye.
I'm gonna miss you, but I cannot spend the rest of my life living in the shadows of an unwelcomed face, I'm done.
© GrEaTnEsS 🦁



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