I LOATHE MY LIFE

 I loathe my Life,

Overwhelmed with dissension and strife,

My soul speaks in bitterness;

My mind's heated like Ore in a furnace.

My every effort they condemn,

Against me they all tryna contend.

c'mon! it ain't good to oppress,

I've been thru hell still ain't no success.

The heart is wicked and iniquitous,

Peccable and nefarious.

My life is engorged with iniquity,

I'm overladen with immorality;

And all charged transgressions I'm guilty.

Can't atone for my sins,

If self atonement were a game

I ain't gettin no wins.

Who will deliver me from this box of sinful flesh?

I need to be free just so I can start afresh.

This thorn in my flesh

is the only thing I got left,

It's hard to confess

when everyone thinks you're perfect;

Cos it's hard to be an Angel when you're surrounded by demons.

I wish to take my life away,

The pain it causes makes me wish I could fade away.

I thought of suicide,

But when I stop to think about my family I feel new inside.

I understand my days on Earth are a shadow,

I'm only concerned with what's obvious and shallow.

I am guilty, filthy and stained,

I regard not myself;

I LOATHE MY LIFE.

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